Emergency!

whole day on call on Saturday was superb.

 Exciting...enjoy...awesome and end up with crying and crying.

huhuhu

we learn so many things.

u know how scary this things???

this is my 1st time observed this thing. we learn sumthing but i can feel the pain. oh my God....

can u imagine how my feeling?

when we observed the doctor start inserted the cvp, i still can hear patient's voice saying "Allah..Allah.."

after that...she's gone.

uwahhh...but patient condition actually very critical. she's not died due to cvp insertion. but septic shock secondary to breast cancer. 

i never do cpr before except during bms before. itupun not real patient la..

but now...i hv chance to do it in real patient.

did u ever see how struggle all the emergency team tuk save satu nyawa??

u should see. rasaterharu gila tengok kesungguhan diorang.

and me???

owez crying when i started cpr and patient not respond. 

for sure cpr penat...tapi bila ingat nyawa patient tu lg penting, continue jugak.

tapi...sangat-sangat menyedihkan bila cpr and defrib done so many times and patient cant respond..and the momment waris kena panggil and they come sambil bisik "syahadah" di telinga patient sangat-sangat mengharukan. 

and moment bila dorang sebut "ayah..bangun ayah" or "ibu...bangun ibu"...

oh my God.....

i cant stand.

p/s: will be continue...huhuhu

-zyla Jamaludin-